this is a poem or some shit, whatevs, just read it. also read "growly" by brandon scott gorrell. i don't know how people should talk anymore, maybe people should not even talk at all instead of saying things that they don't mean. i don't get it, is society going to collapse if people say what they are really thinking? i also say things that i don't mean and it makes me feel bad when i do, other people must feel bad about it too. (these are the things i was thinking when i read "growly").
reality is not as good as things that are abstract.
i want "god", "revolution", "beauty", "transcendence", "love", "fame", "globalisation", "art" and "happiness" and "a psychiatric disorder"
but these things do not exist, they are abstractions.
i want to be "perfectly good" and alternate that with bouts of being "perfectly evil".
i want to live my life in a completely abstract manner.
i want to believe that perfect things can exist even though nobody has ever found them and i know at a subconscious level that nobody ever will.
space aliens live in complete abstraction,
also advanced robots,
but i will be the first homo sapien ever to live my life in complete abstraction.
here is an example of my complete and total abstraction:
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I think maybe, in your writing, you shouldn't be so deadpan. Writing is sort of the encapsulation of emotion...not only intellect. The deadpan stuff that people write a lot these days just makes it look like you aren't trying very hard. It's not just about what you have to say...it's how you say it too.
live@thegrouchoclub,
i don't know.
people use emotions in writing to trick people and try to make people change their opinions.
like dictatorships use emotional propaganda to trick people into thinking it is patriotic to support their country by killing people from minority groups and people from other countries.
but what i don't understand is how you can say, "Writing is sort of the encapsulation of emotion...not only intellect."
that is an overgeneralisation. writing isn't anything. it has no rules. it is just words placed into grammatically-correct orders (and sometimes not even that).
in my own brain, i don't really like reading things where people use a lot of emotions because it seems as though they are trying to trick me by distorting reality.
i don't like people using "impressive" words or "experimental" techniques because i don't understand what they are trying to achieve. are they trying to say "i am better than you because i can write in more original ways"? that is what it seems like to me.
this conversation is interesting, can you reply to some of the things i said?
im sorry conn, i didnt mean to prompt in you thoughts of not knowing how to talk anymore, i understand what you mean, sometimes i am afraid to say anything, because i can't understand if i really mean it or something else, i want to give up on language sometimes, i dont know if i even mean that, ...whatever
brandon, that's cool, not sure why you are saying sorry, i found your story really interesting etc etc.
...but do i really mean that? haha.
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